Remembering the past

The days keep reminding me of my past..
Seriously, I don't remember most of my childhood memories. Related  pictures also not more than 20 pieces I guess.
Looking at my friends that has become young parents nowadays and their efforts in keeping memories of their child is awesome.
Never really thought they could become very particular on this. {Keep it up guys!! :-)}
Most of my memory in childhood are circulating around primary school. Just flashing back the dusty memory in my brain is not enough. I could fall to remember imaginary thing if no real proof or some soft of that.
Do you guys have this kind of situation too?

Should we forget the past?

For me, what happen in past has made me come this far. Which I never imagine it could be. However, even the past is great, we still has today and tomorrow to spend.. and it will become greater than the past if we do learn our past mistake. Regretting what I've not done in past will not change it, however now, I'm trying to do what I've missed then.
I valued the past as we strive for the greater today and tomorrow.

Semangatku~2

Seriously aku dah lama x menulis.. sejak dari kejadian itu.. mood untuk merakam apa2 kejadian dalam bentuk penulisan hilang..
Seriously, sebelum ini aku rasa aku masih punya peluang, ruang dan harapan.. tapi sejak dari hari itu.. peluang ku 0%, ruang tertutup rapat dan harapan ku sama sekali hancur berkecai..

Setelah hampir 2 bulan di tahun baru.. setelah mengutip sisa sisa kekuatan yg tinggal.. aku berani untuk menulis semula..

Memang dari dulu aku tidak menaruh harapan terlalu tinggi, tapi hati kecil ku masih berkata yang masa akan menentukan segalanya...
Setelah aku kehilangan, setelah aku putus harapan baru aku rasa kepayahan.. untuk meneruskan hari-hari yang selama ini ku sandarkan harapan padanya..

aku menulis bukan nak mengeluh.. cuma aku rasa sekarang sesuai untuk ku luahkan kan apa yg perlu untuk lapangkan dadaku..
aku akui susah untuk menghadapi semua ini.. tapi aku harap untuk terus mencuba dan mencari.. mungkin tiada jodoh antara kita.. Aku akan terus mencuba hingga berjumpa yg setia..

keep thinking positive!!